Posts Tagged ‘ Wandering Raffishness’

The trouble with asking…

Posted on July 16, 2009

“I need a favour…” she whispers
“I have a favour to ask of you…if you would be so kind…” she murmurs
“I require this favour of you…” she declares
“I implore you! You must!” she yells

All this. And still no words…

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Perspective

Posted on July 9, 2009

Every time i look at him, my heart breaks a little more
i swipe the beginnings of a tear from my eye and watch him silently      (intently)
He lies (on the couch.) Oblivious to my internal mayhem. (as I prefer)
i lean in to kiss him and smell his forehead
His skin…i’ve always loved how it smells (sweet)
But now, as i breathe him in
i
am:
overcome
overwrought
overwhelmed

i am waging war on myself. and no matter the outcome, i am destined to lose…

and then i do…
lose

Fear-stained tears flow freely now, salting his sweet-smelling face…
He is surprised. (which is completely unsurprising.)

Odd, this…

Sudden surge of emotion
Unbridled sensitivity
Careening helplessness

This is that, after all
Helplessness

It is true that i cannot help my-Self
Rather, i cannot stop myself from being my-Self
(not that he has asked this of me…)
But myself is selfish…
My-Self looks out for its own interests, above all else

And his-Self loves my-Self so much
(so, so much)
(more than i deserve)

drop.drop.
run.

another. and another. and now…another.
running over his face.    smearing him.
making his sweetness, salty

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Wandering Raffishness…

Posted on May 28, 2009

To My (mostly) Foe and (occasional) Friend:

Of course I care

(about you)

Are You Crazy?

The two are not mutually exclusive

(you know.)

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More Wandering Raffishness…

Posted on May 28, 2009

The Somewhat True Musings of a Haltingly Honest

Mostly, Occasionally, Sometimes Vibrant Soul

This place makes me feel:

Brilliant, furious, curious, wanton, wanted, mysterious, serious, superfluous, unknown, un-derstood, un-dressed, enveloped

careless

Care. Less.

underdeveloped

Under the Sun

(Mahalo)

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Wandering Raffishness…

Posted on May 28, 2009

Either Way...

Either Way...

Solo Contigo

I wonder how it might be
to be Alone with You
(completely alone)
For just a few

Days

Minutes

Moments

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